Sunday, May 27, 2012

I resaw our past...

So as I look through our pictures and our conversations I rethink all the things we said and talked about and smile. Tears running down my face because you think you have a problem and to avoid the issue you're avoiding me... Thanks for the memories. I wanna say good bye, but right now I can't. I guess I'm in love. And you said you were to, but if you feel guilty and regret your feelings towards me afterwards I guess you never did.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Burn Burn Burn

Burn burn burn...
Slash slash slash...
Crash crash crash, we end the same.
Cut cut cut...
Snip snip snip...
Bang bang bang, we all end the, same, same, same.
So whether you're good,
whether you're bad!
Doesn't matter if,
happy, or, sad.
We lie the same,
we die the same!
We burn  the same, so!
Burn burn burn.
Slash slash slash.
Crash crash crash.
Cut cut cut.
Snip snip snip.
Bang bang bang, we're endin' all the same!
So don't try'ta hide,
don't try'ta, pass on by!
You'll never escape, this horrifying fate, because...
Bind bind bind!
Slice slice slice!
Die die die, we all end the fuc-king same!
So whether you're good,
whether you're bad!
Doesn't matter if,
happy, or, sad.
We lie the same,
we die the same!
We burn  the same, so!
Burn burn burn.
Slash slash slash.
Crash crash crash.
Cut cut cut.
Snip snip snip.
Bang bang bang.
Bind bind bind.
Slice slice slice.
Die die die.
We all end the same!

Your Touch

Though I know I care for you,
I never know what to do with you.
My heart is gone,
my mind is lost,
my feelings are,
 full of frost, because of you.
I wish our lives could just rejoin,
but we are destined like lines,
we only meet once.
I just miss you so, so, much,
and I can't stop thinking of your touch,
when we'd fuck.
Oh... How love is sweet...
Oh... it's bitter, bitter, taste...
Oh... How your love is so sweet, oh, how bitter, bitter, sweet...
Oh... bitter sweet...
Your touch...
Now I've learned what not to do,
never say that "We'll pull through."
Just not to you.
Just not to you,
and my heart feels so numb,
from seeing you, like this.
Though you know that we'll pull through,
this life it still so hard on you,
it's unfair.
I just wanna see your smile,
everyday just once in a while,
you're my drug.
Oh... How love is sweet...
Oh... it's bitter, bitter, taste...
Oh... How your love is so sweet, oh, how bitter, bitter, sweet...
Oh... bitter sweet...
Your touch...
Now I know what to do,
when it comes to being with you,
I'll say, "It's okay,"
kiss you on the nose,
"I'm with you."
"And I'd never choose not to."
I though we know we'll make it through,
we don't really have to,
we have each other.
Life will always be unfair,
and that's something we'll have to bear,
but just remember....
Oh... How love is sweet...
Oh... it's bitter, bitter, taste...
Oh... How your love is so sweet, oh, how bitter, bitter, sweet...
Oh... bitter sweet...
Your touch...
Oh... How love is sweet...
Oh... it's bitter, bitter, taste...
Oh... How your love is so sweet, oh, how bitter, bitter, sweet...
Oh... bitter sweet...
Your touch...

Thursday, May 3, 2012

I Miss Every Moment Without You

 Oh, how I miss your presence, lingering by your touch. Oh, how I miss your smile, every frown makes me cringe. All those times we stayed up, texting hours on end, how I miss the free time, how I miss you. Everyday, you're in my thoughts, can't get you out of my head. Sure, I'm in love, but you still try to make me happier, and I try too. I love you. I miss the days we see each other, outside the prison of emotions, where we can touch, hug, kiss. I miss every moment without you. I'm in love too, I say to her. She holds her hand with his, they kiss, hug, touch, in the prison. They are allowed. I wish the prison, this camp for us, 'it', would be raided. All I ever do is think of you,
Yes Nic,
I am in love with you.