Monday, January 30, 2012

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Cutie.

I hope you just know
that your adorable to me,
and always will be.


I do, do Haiku's every once in a while. See?
Nomi~♥

Sunday, January 15, 2012

My Final Song

Why should I have to deal with you, when I really don't want to, all you do is bring me down, I feel like I am about to drown, and even though you said you'd be there, I have yet to see you near. So when I fall and fall to my never ending sleep, just remember it's you who dug me so deep. I was already broken, because they thought I was a token, but I'm not, I can't be bought. So when you read my final words, I hope you remember those birds, the ones you promised would be us, but they might as well be hit by a bus, and all those times I cried, as I lied about my fate, but now I'm at the gate, to a life without hate, a never ending story, that will never be boring, because the you in me is so much different, and the I in you is just so foreign. So as you hear my final song, remember it was you who played pong with my heart.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Memories Of Those Days

When I thought about all the times you tried, I begin to think about all those times you lied, and when I do I see my insides die, from all those times you strived, to drag me down to your level, it's like a boulder to a little tiny pebble. Now I begin to ask myself why, did you even bother to tell me you loved me like you did, you pretended to promise you wouldn't, break my heart. Now this harp of suicidal songs, massacre the ones, that tried to bring them down, but in the end they're drowned out, but those words long since said, the ones you told me when we were in bed, on that night so blissful, now it tastes like a piss full. Your full of sweet sours, it's like a morning with warm showers, but by mid day your nothing but the wind, barely there, just a breeze, then gone from my touch, your something I wish I could just punch, because I love you. And whats hurts even worse, is the fact that your hearse, is the carriage to my castle, but really it's just a never ending battle, to my death. Now when I lay there crying, remember it's you who lied to me. So I hope you understand, when I finally try to just plain stand, on my own once again, all there is left is a dream, where my life is with out misery. But to make such happen, you'll have to be dumped near a cabin, I apologize for what I said, now please just come back in with me to bed. I understand now what I am, I'm not at peace, but I'm not dead. You're still the man of my dreams, and I wouldn't want these moon light beams to think any other way, it's just you and me, and memories from those days.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

Love Is War.

I just hope you know one day, that I felt this way for you, even if you never knew. And I know it is useless to ponder, would our relationship ever go yonder. Even as it seems I would, there's nothing I would do that I already could, I still like, maybe love, you, but I won't promise you any thing. You showed nothing, and continue as such, it feels like nothing but a punch. Now I hope you understand, that though I tried, it's pointless to continue to stand. You do not love me back, and may never will, so what the point in this pointless will. I see now the truth, of something so sleuth, would just be a lie, to get myself by. My life is not happy, nor is it sappy. I am no fool to my own tricks, I am aware, and now am ready to deal with you pricks.

-Zeta Draco Isaacs of the Tokokyohi.